Curses

2010-04-17T23:45:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was our 2 years and 9 month anni.loads of laughters ine first place.but then,turned out,in the end,she had headache.so yeah,i had to comfort her.but,as usual.understood:)
anyway!i just browse through the file where all of our pics,eversince sec 1.sigh.i cried though
all those memories,from the first day i met u ,till now.gosh/...i just can't believe that i have loved a soul,which isn't my family member,for 2 years straight.we have been through ups and downs together,tears shared tgther,laughing along tgther.
dear hazlina,i don't know what i'll do w/o you.
You are my love.and i won't try ,but i will make us last forever.god's willing.
i love you my deare :')

2010-03-21T15:27:00.000+08:00

it is fucking cold n i cnt cuddle n hug her.she still havent called.sighh

2010-03-21T11:45:00.002+08:00

Morning to the world!
hehe,hmm...currently having a fever.tried quiting smoking.but,it sucks..the feeling really suckshmm,okay.
So bby n me got back as we all know..uhm,went out wif her for days already.okay,so yesterday,went to far east.it was actually my recording day with a.o.t.but,things happen.so yeah.uhm,went eating at our fav place.butter sotong.yummmy!hmm..then,eat and eat.hmm..took a walk round town,cineleisure..had fun la overall.then she went home,sent her,then i went home.reached home,mum was alone.hmm..okay,then,smone called me,it was Et.woooooo.haha.well talk2.Et is the nick name.so yeah.uhm,then put me asleep.then tada,grace text!hahaa.say i not on9.sorry la.tired sia.:Dand hunney called.but was asleep .deep asleep.keke.woke up at two,ate,and then online.caught a fever.appeared off9 all e time.haha.but then,chat wif sme ppl.awhile oni.rest of e time,watched a movie.a really naughty movie;).haha.okay,so done.well,smethings are so weird ya know?
when i ask to online late at night,u say lazy.
when you know i sleep ready,u go online late at nite.
aper dah?

oh well.pics will be uploaded soon.:D

2010-03-14T01:27:00.003+08:00

ANd i will always,wont regret this moment.
id say i love u.
what i said yesterday was harsh,cruel.cos i was angry.so im sorry.nobody saw

2010-03-13T12:29:00.002+08:00

Okay.currently,im nt in a good mood.thanks to you haz.
ok ,lets talk bout the real real past.okay.i rmbred gng out wif nini,and syiqin and her sister to the lib.national lib.
hmm,missed those times i guess.err...went swimming,jogging,gym for 2 months,unconsistently.:D
and yeah,still remembered going to sentosa wif faz ,khairi,and all the friends,celebrating az bdae..sigh,i love all those times.I wonder,can i survive w/o you?can u survive w/o me?thats a qn idk the ans,but overall,u don't need me much huh.

Hmm...okay,yesterday was sports day,i ran for the 4 x 100 m .and woah,upper sec was split into two catogaries.i was in even 29.a.along wif classes 4n3,4n4,and 4e5.i ran the 2nd position.farris got the baton first then me,tried to catch up,and tada,i passed the baton to alim first!hehehe.so happy.and alim gave a distance to shalan.and din TEDDY! finished it wif a awesome finished.i ran to the finish line,picking up din wif one hand,and alim jumped on me.and celebrate ~!hahaha,then the nxt grp was 4t1,5n1,5n2,and 4e7.suprisingly,4t1 got first.beating us by 0.2 seconds.pathethic.shud b the timers fault i gues?oh well.before all this happen,yan fell down in the 200 m event.he was in 2nd place then.but yeah.i ran to the track picking him up,holding his shoulder damn tight.could see him almost crying.led him to the toilet.so congrats to yan and team~!:Dmy gf ran,cute,leading uh.cam bonbon jgk.but oh well.

okay then i went home straight.got prepared to go watch a movie.and i got out of my house at 2 +.and guess wat,called hunney for many times,found out she was sleeping!and wow!UGH!!!was damn frustrated that time.i didnt get a chance to even rest.so ,fuck it.then in the end,she was late,so no movie.just had early dinner at far east,went home.damn.then,she played attitude wif me..which was at night.so watever.
then i got home,online,chat wif syiqin,which cheered me up alot.
and tada!
hehe

this morning again.but hey.wtv.try spoiling my mood again.see what happens.
so yeah,maybe gng town tdy.see how.haz gng malaysia.
so yeah.
hope tdy get some peace!

gosh.tuesday,speech day rehearsal.monday class,then floorball maybe.wednesday,floorball at kallang til night.
maybe ill take a peek in the ice hockey team.so yeah.i wanna upload sme pictures,bt i can't .sadly.one hot pic.haha,u knw wat i mean ,bby.

so yeah.il kip updating frm now on.:D

Note To You:I love you,i Like her,thats mixed feelings

2010-01-24T09:31:00.002+08:00

tada
this don't look like me

OKay hello peeps!lets see,its been a month since ive updated.and yes,alot of events haf passed.
Sec 1 cca orientation was awesome.keke,except for the part when she didn't show up.hmm,okay nevermind that.school re-opening was okay.OUr 30th monthsary has passed abt a week ago.OKay many things have changed.my class has become smaller,likke 35 ppl oni?this coming monday,rafiq and some others are joining the class.and heidi will say "HUH?RAFIQ JOIN CLASS KTER?!OMGOMGOMG!SO HOT!"huahua.=.=..hmm..me and alim are getting closer now,wif din along,yeap.fun class.and this year,eizaz danish is like,closer to us.jasri is okay.Math teacher is mdm chung.which is..uhm..."DOOTTSS"ohya,last week,i saw my old friend,and i though it was one mat rep,so i just walked normally,and then,i realised he was staring at me.so i looked up,open my eyes wide big,stared at him.and he said this"hhaaii...haai..haiikal?aper kau da jadi?!"hahaha,gagap oi.he said i changed.keke.oh well,3 years mah never see each other.wekekeke.hmm,okay lets talk bout yesterday.went to STUDY wif her,in the end,i did alll the work at the start,and she completed what i thought her.i havent even touched the topic that she was doing,but i still managed to teach her.she just simply gives up.hmm,okay shut up haikal.ok then went jamming,wif faiz,has, khairul,and syazreen was missing.it was actually supppose to be an A.O.T jam,but faz didnt turn up.hmm...wel,my bro tag along,and he can play the drums well.for his age yeah.he is following my steps in music.i played the guitar and faiz /has the bass.hehe,had LOADS of fun.okay,today,i have paintball!yay!!!!wif the ncc Seniors.1 30 bnus leave.hope i dont get there late.okay,i wan go downstairs ,go eat nasi lemak!=).oh ya,i found a lil bitch in u ,decreasing though.so good fr u.
and yes!frgt to say,to the girl,which is actually a loner,if u think ure so popular,im sorry,ur popularly hated.:DYou know who im talking abt hunney.oh yes im evil.haha.
okay la,ill update next week.

BB!

to alim,

Where huda sia?:)

2009-12-25T00:39:00.003+08:00

Today?was kinda cool.haha.
well
gym in e afternoon.then,i had to leave em,cos,somebdy wanted to mit me.:Dhehe.
missed yo man.but,atlast,didnt get a chance.
so i went smewhere and did dmething wif someone.haha
sound so wrong.k la,i just went to chill at my frns placed.miss em mah.
haha great time tdy,and after dat, went to work.awhile oni.haha.go home get scolding,and yeah it was my fault oso.
and waited for sis to finish using comp.
and tada,nw im chatting wif her:D/
haha
and anyway,my blog song.omg.i can play all four of the instruments.which was,shocking.hahahahaha.not at the same time la.haha.

ok bb.

I was happy just now ,thanks to you (Insert name)

2009-12-20T13:23:00.002+08:00

OKay.my post this morning at 2 am sounded as if i was paranoid.i was.hmm ok nvm.well,tdy going grandma house,tmr ncc.hehe.okay,uhm i got nthng to blog about.well even katheline said i was paranoid after reading my post oh well.its just me.

okay,bb.the game twister waiting fr me at granny house
hehe

2009-12-20T01:46:00.000+08:00

Aite,its seems that i didnt updatee for centuries.feels like it.aint got no mood nowadays.and anyway,alot has changed.including u.idk why,but smone told me this.
"Its hard to be in a relationship"
my thoughts were,If its hard endure,if u wanna be selfish,break up.
gosh,i am really dumb to really...ahh nvm..
oh well,just came back frm work just know.met katty at mac,jp.she comppplllaaiiinnneeddd so much bout her bf.gosh.and yeah talked alot to her.i gues things arent the way they seem now.really,some twists here and there.especially bout her.sigh.
ok its abt 2 am nw,gng out at 7 am tmr.joggy bebeh.gym too.keke.ok gd nite.

is it the fact that ive been cheated?

2009-12-03T20:36:00.002+08:00

hello there ,long time nvm blog?
busy and got no time to blog.so yeahh
uhm..lets see,obs passed.many friends made.hehe.
carnival,idk wat happen to me at the lasst song ,last slot.i just feel so stressed that moment,and i kept asking my self where i was at that point of time.
oh well..old time.now adays,ive been spending time wif hunney.VACATION i gues.haha.
im seriously tired nw.alot has changed.really.
tmr ORD!FUN BABY!haha
im bored,and tired.
update after o.r.ds bby!

i hope things will be normal when school reopens eventhough some friendship ties are apart now.

okay.bb!

2009-11-29T03:26:00.001+08:00

ok.i fucking hate life right now.its 3 30 am and im watching twilight,on a saturday morning.ugh.fuck.nvm,i trust her and tada,promises broken.fuck.ugh,nvm update tmr.bye.

2009-11-11T00:13:00.002+08:00

Currently,bored.haiiya..ya know,she found sme things dat i did back then.yea,ill nvr do it again.hmm..right now,i dont think i can trust anyone.idk if i shud say or turn away n run.that just shows that im a coward if i run right,so im staying.okay,gna be buzy these few days.weds soccer,thurs outing,friday,ncc.then go malaysia i think .sat cme back .sunday ,town wif her..to do her ,smething like charity thingy,which i dont get wat the point of it.hmm..ok nvm.then!monday to friday,o.b.s.sat reach carnival.sunday,whole day sleep.packed u say?i dont think so.well,truthfully, it seems like u cant spend a lil bit of ur time on me..but its ok.understood.hmm..okay 1 week of december,got another camp.hehe,fun camp.wont tell u wat,but,its gna b a hell of a night..bbq cming up soon..wif family.wif frens,and tournament is sooooo coming...haishh..im so nt ready.like my dad said "badan mcm cicak boncet!"oh wel,tummys getting smaller.oh ya!my lil cousin called my tummy "BUMBUM"wel,cute fr him to say that.haha.yea,fr e reach carnival on 21st november,all u peeps must come aite!im gna dress up.haha.support everyone performing,hehe.sure to be fun.well...nw,i feel kinda sad .know why?YOU should noe.haishh..ok..the night is still baby,oh wel.haha.
byebye.watching movie:D

gimme some of ur time.

2009-10-21T21:09:00.003+08:00

okay peeps.long time no see huh?ive been training moves ever since tuesday?yeahh..tournaments on 29th october.kinda scared though.okay,2 days ago,chilled at gf's place.watched movies,and on tues,watch movie at the theaters,and today,excersize e whole entire day.sunburns on my back.actually,half of the day,planned to spend time wif gf.i said no then yes,and she said yes then no.well...ya... know...conflicts here n there.okay,stop talking bout it nw..now,i wonder what happen to some ppl..i wanna say it straight to ur face that uve bcome a minah rep.and i feel like...straightening u...but...ahh what ever,minahrep.okay,i got a few camps to go,sleep overs and sorts...more la coming.hehe,me n hajar nak plan bende uh!haha okay.
P.s i miss you(insert name)

2009-10-06T19:48:00.002+08:00

Right now, i just feel like expressing somethings.but first things first,i gotaa apologise if i do hurt anyones feelings in this post.

Just now after skool,went to jp wif hunney.yea,bought my earpiece.and now,just sitting here.i got home,sleep,wake up play game,take food,go home again,and now chatting.wif hunney.i just..don't know.i mean i know its personal but,haishh...for the past weeks i think i controlled her much.and im sorry.i just ,got this bad...visions.i didnt wanna tell anyone bout it.but now,it has happen.go read her blog.friends,they do make problems but in e end they get solved.i understand that.conflicts do happen.if problems are shared,it'll just be lighter.idk bout u ,i prefer sharing problems.but hey,i respect ur privacy. I know love has no limits,but at this age,it does haf limits.well,not to say that all couples wont last till the end,but it many couples start from secondary.that was the past.now?it gna b the same if two of them really love each other,willing to make sacrifices.well,love.u may say love is blind ,love sucks,love this love that,but it is love that brought here,standing stronger than before.be thankfull of the ones u have.and dont ever let a relationship break up because of friends,and im sorry if i say all this TOO straight aite.it just that i gotta express all this.well,idk,soft in e heart?haha.yea,and i saw the group which i had a fight with.i just felt the anger burning inside me.ugh,and yeah,haha.i got feedbacks from a few friends,saying that ive turned into fire,which burns .idk,maybe i just keep the feeling of hate in me."Simpan Dendam".idk la eh.haha.well,there's more to say but hey,i dont want to make ur eyes all over this page.well ,okay,blog soon.

Listen to this song - Breaking Benjamin-Breath
calms me down for no reason.:D

Love,
true its blind,but the blindness helps:)
ily hunney

2009-10-04T20:08:00.002+08:00

HEyho!

peeps,i cant upload photos.fuck.jalan raye for days already!gosh.ok,lets see,first two papers gone,eng paper 1 and ss.SS,hmm....how eh nak ckp.entah la.but eng,susah nak buat.hayiioo..penat wo.okay,then after dat jalan raye.wif some sec 3 mates.most from my class.okay,at first ,pujok my BABY go.then she,yes,no,yes,no.den i got moodless,i said ok .then,hajar say bwk her.then me ok.fetched her.and had sooooo much fun!i fetched hunney frm her place.well,ikhlas tau!:Dhehe.hmm,then yest,go raye wif family.fun uh.go suliana place,and i chilled wif her bro.haha,gd fren lamer sia.haha.then now,just got home from raye wif this place fren.ok la today.penat.today oso unplanned.well,okay,currently,bunney's mad at me.:(..

btw,just now,played guitar at dzul place.and wtf!i rock!hahah,k at first i suck.haha,at hafiz place,ate nasi ayam,and udang die..FUHH...superb.hehe.

okay,ill update alll pics soon.

2009-09-28T20:04:00.002+08:00

woah,long time since ive updated?haha.yeah.i knoe.ive been sooooo lazy nowadays.and yea.there are some ppl who boooooossssstttt my mind.haha.;)
ok lets ,raya all along was,okay la.ok,today,Sucks big time.
and i mean BIG TIME!

First thing in the morning ,had some miss understanding wif her.i dont wanna talk bout that.just bcos of BROken promises.
Second thing, my knuckle got busted just now.which was kinda stupid.anger i guess?just dat the knuckle went inside .idk how it got there.but weird.
Third thing,i got a gastric attack,this morning.it was like a war.gosh.ugh!
Fourth thing,i saw a cat die in a FUCKING DAMN BLOODY BIG DOG'S MOUTH.i was really pissed when i saw this.i was just walking under my block,back from buying some things wif friends and i saw,THIS!gosh,WHat did i do?i cant do anithing.cos that dog was damn big.and it looked like a wolf.and there was blood.foolish dog.ok dont wanna talk bout dat too.

Nowadays when i board the bus, i always bump into this girl.which i didnt knew was my old fren.till just now..i stared at her..and i was like "Eh,this girl .isnt she my friend?"haha.cos days before,she always smile at me and i looked behind or ignore.haha.paiseh eh ira.haha:D

ok tmr gonna go home late.confirm .and weds not gng skool for sure.ill b sick .for sure uh.if not then go skool lorh.

okay that all.
Hunney,im sorry.
and to some of those who are nagging at me bout my blog, i promise to update my blog regularly.
bye!:D

2009-09-08T20:16:00.002+08:00

Hell yeah!im back from camp!Senior spec.tiring man!hAHA.wah...i didnt updated for soooo long.hehe.ok,came bck frm camp yesterday.met hunney.hehe.had fun wif her.:D.went home.slept all nite.woke up for sahur,den slept till 12.i had DnT at 1.so i reached at 1 45.haha.hmm,gigs all passed,now exams and raya coming up.welll,cant say im prepared.so yeah!off to study.:)

2009-08-07T21:47:00.000+08:00

heyhey
today was heidi's bdae guys!haha,she sure got GOOD PRESENT FRM US.haha,i think she loves it.today is the ndp celebration in school which sucked.ok boring!hehe.gues what guys.ppl that i mostly trust,keeps secrets behind me.and yeah,hw great is that huh?and then she tells me i made her upset.kalau marah tu sayang.tak marah,tak tegor,tk ckp,itu aru namer benci and tak syg .well,some ppl.haishh..i just dont get it.in relationships,i tot were suppose to care n sharebut nw..she's like hiding everything frm me.and yeah..im still the only one to be blamed u noe.yeah.fun rite.haishh.nvm,

What will love be without sacrifice and trust.

i so gotta control myself.

ok bye.

a fine line between love and hate.

2009-07-26T13:02:00.000+08:00

Okay,yesterday was seriously unexpected.really.i actually had to go for check ups,but no.wahh.so,i asked my aunty,to mit at marina,and,zaki hajar,faiz,heidi and her sis,and adik ,was there.and so,just ate at ljs wif zaki.then jar n faiz came,heidi and all alik.ok after that,went to town.met wif soooooo amny diff ppl.the funny thing was, we went there to watch the bands.and so,i so thaqifah!she passed right infront of me,and still,she didnt see me,and trust me,it was bright daylight.:).so i called her.DIE PATAH BALIK OI CARIK!hahahahah.ok then after watching the bands perform at cineleisure,went to scape.youth park,wow.it was da shocase 09.dancers everywhere.met up wif aunty there,and soo cool.many ppl.err,aidil,jurongville da kerek.bt nvm,saw faizah,loads more matreps.overall ,all the groups were soooooo entertaining,some crews which i recognised.ok then stayed there for a few hours.sooo fun.haha.then,went home wif zaki n aunt.got home and woah,tetamu !haha,my baby cousin had 3 baby tooth already!and when she smiles,soooooo cute!!!hahah.well,overal,i enjoyed yest.not including the fights .well ok thats all.ill update soon.bye!

i miss spending time with u.gimme a chance to do so pls :(

2009-07-24T22:37:00.002+08:00

Today,he day that i became the beast and destroy everysingle thing in my way.no one has unleashed this accept for u ,aqilah.u gotta wake up.wake up from the land u are in, cos that slap i gave,stunned u too much.i agree i was going overboard,but,i dont care if my anger strikes.u shudnt haf shouted at me.u did,i just wanna talk, u get sot like yestdy wif din.uh?wat r u trying to prove?Ur good at fighting back?
ur wrong.u woke the demon in me in just seconds.ur good at doing that u noe dat?im not saying im innocent,in fact,im the one to blame.go ahead.i admit im wrong.im a beast.i lost 2 frens, and yes ill leave all of them.its the onlllyy thing i can do cos all of u are disgusted with my violent,beastly behaviour.well,it ont make a diff nw.im tired,i wanna go to sleep.
and one more thing,zaki,he's alrite.i talked things out,and nad, get the right info.observe the clique before u make ur own words.

peace,no more wars.

2009-07-19T12:37:00.002+08:00

Hello!hehe,so exciting.idk why.hahah,ok,todys sunday.nt gng anywhere i guess.tired.ok yest jam wif dezygote.the song everybody fool is so cool.hehe,ok friday,actually haf fico but yeah.went marina wif hunns.hehe,had soo much fun.actually we wanted to go on thurs.but yeah,ms lee .haiyya kene stay back ah kau,smpi kol 5.ugh!frustrated on thurs.ok had many things on,and passed but i wont tell now.hehe,ill update soon!:D

2009-07-14T21:16:00.002+08:00

Heylo ppl!im finally awake from sleeping when im sitting down.really.
OK.here's what happen these few days.my gig was AWESOME!!!!if u dont believe it,go to youtube,type Age Of tomorrow .there are two gigs.one at the fad media,another at the gossip bar.and yeah.go ppl go ppl!its also for ppl who didnt get to catch my gig .ok last sunday got jemputan,went and go home.others all stayed.tired mah.monday,tiring.cos that sunday nite watched harpers island.best :D.monday went school,then go home.tdy after school hangout wif hajar all.then,home.well bored now.someone had to spoil my mood.MUST BE SOMEONE!!ugh!
k da shush.

ss project to b submitted tmr.

ok bye!

2009-07-08T20:14:00.002+08:00

hey waddup,it has been about a month since ive updated.i got no photos.all photos wif bby.
many things have passed.really.many!hehe.ok want me to list em?ok .

June holidays!
OK,firstly,this june holidays was ok.okok.many bad memories came and go.and i just wished the holidays were longer.im still in a holiday mood.idk why.hahaha.

School re-open!
well,on the first week,it sucks big time.cos i just wanna be alone.i get pissed off easily.2nd week,problems start to appear.3rd week,which is coming,ppl start dying issit?!ugh.many problems sia.and more,ive been told by someone ive not been there for him/her like 24 h.when i have been there for him/her for the past few years.ugh.no mood sia.

Outings and performences etc..
OK loads of outings were conducted during the june hols.camps and all.yeap stressing.recently was sentosa,wif her.best tu best la.go view,her blog.b4 dat ,got fico,fun oi.haha.err..on the sunday,went to escape theme park wif the whole big famiily.haunted house was the shit!damn!i froze!!FUCKING FROZE WHEN I SAW A DEVIL.a fake one.
gig cming up.saturday,1 pm aite.

ok bye

2009-06-16T21:58:00.003+08:00

See all those pictures?Those are what i call great memories.If not,tdy will be our 1 Year 11 Months.well,yeah,so close yet so far.but yeah,1st june it died.haishh...yeah..its true,if u love someone,u have to let the person free.well,i just hope letting her free wont be a mistake.and yeah,Happy Advanced 15 birthday Nur Hazlina !:DI miss u i miss u i miss u.but nvm ok :)i mjust glad u have turned 15.all those time we spent,is worth it ok:).never regret what u have done.unless they are wrong ok.hehe,so yah.im happy for u cupcake.:D
I just hope those memories nvr dissapear and all the good things will happen again.i really do hope so.
Ill work out things with u.;)
All those pics, are my treasure:)

2009-06-14T14:25:00.002+08:00

Yo peeepppoooleee!!!!!haha,long time no blog sia!okok,so many things have passed.realy.
ok lets see,specourse is done
well i made so many new friends.theres this hot ang moh called zachary adam prof,a muslim.we talked bout soooo many things.haha,and he is soooooo cool but blur.but nvm.haha.yeah,4 days and three nights of pain to my ears.shuts and shouts.i brought home a rank .and yeah,i wanna go senior spec!!weehhee!!!hehe,ok than,right after my course,i had gig.on 13.the band were FUCKING AWESOME!!!except for one.whch spoiled everything uh.ppl booing alll around.oh well.ok,they played phyccosocial by slipknot,and yeah,many of the crowds went outside to eat.ahaha.nvm that.ok then after that was a band, wif a female singer,whch played the song THE TROOOPER BY IRON MAIDEN!!omgomgomg!the vocals were superb i tell u!mosh pits,head banging in the bar.haha.yeah!next was us,Age of Tommorrow .we played covers .Greenday -Know your enemy.FInch -lEtters to You.the ataris-summer 79.Breaking banjamin-diary of jane.the redjumsuit apparatus-face down.and the best Blink 182- Dammit!we sure got the bar moving.hehe,sing alongs for dammit.many cheeekkkiiieess,BUT!im still faithfull to one :).JJ had gastris at night wen we were at the bar.we played pool.we got good comments.videos will be uploaded soon.pics too.hehe,the last band,great!trust me.great!and toda, i have succesfully got a fever.hoooray =.=.okay.bdaes coming up,outings planned and everything.so far, the june holidays kick butt.haha.ok i wanna go do my chores,so yeah take care!and byebye !:)

Your Turning 15 cupcake :)

2009-06-04T18:56:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps,hws u ppl man?
hehe,aww man,tmr got ncc sia.
ugh,penat.ok,so yeah saturday,went out to queensway with rif wira sat das.after queensway,then ate at alexdra there.NASI AYAM POWER SIA!!then to imm then to chevrons to pool.fun,haha.hehe,okay.monday..eh wait,that was monday la?eh?ENTAH LA!ok tues went to math camp..booorriiinnggg...weds stangah jln cabot.penat man..too tired...really.then...uh..thurs which is tdy err..went to geog,then mr nazri blanje makan.awww..thank u :D.then yea played cards then chill.and now home.

IT has been days since im with u,memories just keep coming back.this dont i mean i dont care ok :)cheer up cupcake.:)

Pics will be uploaded maybe on sat :D

2009-05-30T10:56:00.002+08:00

Wookay pepos!
long time no blogay!
hehe,so yeah,my gig with dezygote has passed,kayaking done.
the 2 star kayaking has made my skin go real dark ?
haha,well okla tu.kae so results are out!and yeah,an ok score,but unsatisfying.
yesterday,was the collection of newspaper,so the ncc boys had to skip lessons and come to "carry the load"
skipped the first six periods,then came back to school for recess,and 1 hour of reportbook thingy.
then went here and there,ncc,then home.
my spec course is coming.2 weeks from now,and the gig from age of tomorrow coming on the 13 june,saturday.too bad some of my loved ones cant make it :( .tickets are 8 bucks.if u wanna buy em, then tell me aites.hmm..spec course is from 9 to 12 of june.13 june gig.wahh....penat seh.but ok.i just wanna get spec course over and done with.the june holidays wont be much of a holiday for me.i gotta keep on studying2 man,haiya.eventhough many sales are going around,outings with friends,i still have to study study study.
first week of june,there will be school for me.monday,mutual board,tues maths camp then mutual board,weds maths camp then ncc.thursday,elective geography remedial,8 to 1?or something.friday,gym i gues?ohya,today im going to the gym anyway.hehe,loose fats and train muscles.haha.ill blog tmr when im free.ohya btw for the gig, we will playing songs like diary of jane by breaking benjamin,Know your enemy by greenday,dammit by blink 182 and so much more.hehe,come aite.
bye

2009-05-16T18:52:00.002+08:00

Okay ppeps!back from gng out.
yeap!went to zaki's.jaz wira qilah fad and zaki ofcos.then west coast plaza.
TONITE IS THE FUCKING EXTREME JUMP!!!
FUCK!it starts at 7 till 10,spore flyer yall.
GOGO!!!FREE ADMISSION FOR E FIRST TIME!
pics of dat will be posted tmr k.
and now,preparing to go there!OH YES!
okok,now,she hasnt cntct me since yest..
haishh..see?its complicated.
uh..upto u lah.
gd news bout the gig.
many going.not many,some.haha.,
k gtg!!EXTREME MOTOCROS?hahaha

k bye!

2009-05-15T19:58:00.002+08:00

Todays just a bad day.well,it started offwell..
ok uhm..so yeah.morning phy paper.went skool alone.
met hunney,went to my place.tukar baju,den smthng bad happen.
some incident happen.that made my heart sank.rage was the word to describe me.
then,went to gym,work out hard.and now im home.im really sad ya knw?just because of on make up story,i get it.wtf.asshole..then,i was at my busstop.a kid,around primary 2.small.we were in the middle of the road.then she just crossed,BLINDLY.then,a taxi,speeding,(u knoe how taxi drivers drive.yeapp..)then i pulled that kid outta of the wat.i just pick her uh,then the taxi driver horn and horn,and he stopped .he asked if the girl was ok.then,yeah.blabla,then the girl pulled my down to her height,then whisper ,"thank u"and smiled.haha.then i went home.:).

I hope u frgve me dear.byebye

2009-05-13T18:05:00.003+08:00

haha!see what i told you?i said im gna update on thurs.but today i update.haha.ok lets start with this morning.
jacqy wanted to drop off at the same bus stop as me.met her,then i was as if i was going to school alone.so yeah.eng paper 2 was hard i can say.then had the break waited for her at the foyer.and wow,she didnt appeared,got info she was at the physics lab.so i moved on.ate some finger food.and yeah.phy paper 2.ITS HARD DAMMIT.CMON uh.things that the teacher didnt tell to study,tibe2 come out.WTH!..UGH!then after skool,kuar gy lek2.at many places.head home.now,studying chem.okayla.boleh tahan.if chem is also hard.byebye science paper.humanities is gone.math nyawenyawe ikan.eng hancor.malay gagap.lagy?if only there is P.E for exam.damn im gna pass.DnT summore.haiya..how?..haiyaa!!!!k tkper.tmr is math paper 2 and chem paper 03?huh?it shows here.chem paper 03?tkper,chem oso.chemchemchem.i gta do well.and gosh, 2 days i nvr use wax.and some said it was better.hahha.ok thats weird,cos usually, when i dont use my wax,ill look like i didnt bath.WHEN I DID.haha.and an ant bit my ass!haha,ask zaki.haha.:D
ok peeps,gdluck for tmr.FRIDAY ALIK SIANG!!WOOHOOO!!smlm,study with jaz on the phone.haha hilarious.i kept talking alone.BEST OI!
haha,jkjk.

k i gtg!
BAIBAI!
update SOOOON.haha :P

2009-05-12T16:03:00.002+08:00

And 4 more days to end of exams.haha
i kip saying ill blog after exams but hey, im bored per.
ok,just now geog paper,okla..the waterfall thing,its actually by faulting,i got it wrong say...
math paper 1 was fun!!challenging though.
ok tmrs eng((I HATE IT!!!),and phy.
just now, sent her and then straight home.
she offered me to go to kfc,but neh.
tired huh?
ok,i just got another offer ,for a gig again.
19 may is confirmed,alcube(spel gitu eh?)chinatown there.
20 june aint confirmed.F.A.D media.cool huh?!!haha
then 13 june,idk.
yeap2.sooo many things.
SPEC COURSE !!!!ah..9 to 12 june.so happy it didnt with her bdae.
btw!bonbon,is a french word that means,CANDY!
wth?okla.manisla.haha
update on thurs!!:P

LOST PROPHETS!-4 AM FOREVER!
ya'll gta listen to it!:D

2009-05-09T17:24:00.002+08:00

Im bored
idk when la nur hazlina became hazlina maybille.
maybill aper bende jer la.ok, just now, went jamming then eat.im feeling restless.after exam,ill blog la ok?
besok ader kenduri aper tah.malas malas!!!gym anyone after exams??:)

2009-05-04T17:56:00.002+08:00

hey peeps.
im bored.wow i miss hunney so much.haha :)
english paper 1 is over,social studs,malay paper 1 and 2 is over.still gotta long way to go..well..nak uat per kan?tmr is normal school day.which is boring.
no plans but just study study and study.yeap
fuck.after exams im gna b superb busy.KAYAKING!!spec course which is around a week during the june hols.and so many more.holiday la itu la.ini la.but all im worried about now is just my examinations.haiyya...
HAIYYA!
MANYAK SUSAH
okay la,update soon.

2009-04-30T19:00:00.002+08:00

11 days since updated.haha,wow.so many things happening.19 may ader gig,so datang pls ppl?!EVERYONE IS INvited!!!ILL UPDATE SOON BOUT THIS>its miss straten gig.so come!!haha.hehe:)))
MYE IS NOW!NOW IS MYE!ugh!study k.k ill update soon.

2009-04-19T18:03:00.002+08:00

HEY!and its been 9 days since i posted.kinda bz..yeah..soo many things has happen.ups and downs, left and right.aww mann...and now the exams.i aint prepared.really man..hmm..tdy,i woke up at 3 am.i played games on my phone.tried to sleep but i cant.cos i slept at 6 30 pm the previous day.keke.then,i saw a flash of light at the window...so,i sttod up,and went to the window..AND!OMG!i saw a car.haha.i was afraid ok.i wanted to go to the toilet,but..uhmm..:D..takot.haha.imaginations ran wild.then at 5 am,i went to the toilet.and the bulb blew.hooray.haha.went bcak to bed.played online games and all.8 30 am, my bro woke up.he said wanted to play soccer at the field,so yeah,layan kan la.an hour or so playing.so done.got home,and tada.i was ready to study.then..err...i cant study.my head was spinning.till nw.
oh well.this cming week,i think im gna stay focused on my studies.till nxt week.and tada!exams.yeap 2 weeks away.ok so, ill update tmr if possible.:)
byebye!:))

2009-04-10T17:16:00.001+08:00

Hey,good friay!
seems like the dull friday ader uh,boring.
ok,i just found this vid. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a98QxpdkyPw .
Go watch it.8 april 2009.haha :)
hunney,im sorry i cant contact u.:(
imy.

2009-04-09T16:29:00.003+08:00

3e8,asl?

HAIK!
And thats how the japenese greet each other.using my name,halfway.wth.haha.
well,sports day just ended.i brought home a gold medal,and stil,nobody cared.its like,alah mrepek uh.seriously ,3e8 rules,rocks,and we are the best baby.i cnt stop tingking bout sprts day man.haiya.girls got first,boys got frst.wow.but,a blind teacher just disqualified the wrong team for e girls.MCM TOOT!k nvm..ok,good friday,what do u wanna do?well,idk wat to do.exams are near man.im soo focusing,haha.ok.byebye

2009-04-05T08:20:00.004+08:00

Straighten :D

MY BOOTIES!:P

and she says she is CUTE!:)

waddup!
hhee.its been quite awhile since i blogged.busybusybusy.what can i say?yea.many things happend.
Friday,was totally AWESOME!!!!!after skool rushed back home,get soccer boots and all.head down to FICO!I just love it!!!!haha!June,one more!haha:)).then actually, i wanted to go to queensway,but then,smeone,had to spoil my mood.haishh..i dont fucking get it.this is what happens if u give too many chances to ppl.THEy just take advantage of it.but then,nvm....
Then i was really tired,and yet, my lil cousins came to my house.and the new born baby,woah its growing fast.hehe,cute.okay,now i had to layan them.then,one of the girl asked me to play BARBIE doll with her.and yes,i played.and then fell asleep .while sitting down.tido dudok oi.haha.then got wake as the lil kids pushed me,and i headed to bed.all of them were just staring at me.and then i said "ARHHH!!!"all ran away.haha.
SAturday, i woke up at 9.packed my stuff.get ready for the run.trainedreal hard,and i wasnt feeling well.haishh..then i forgot to check the time for jamming.IM REALLY SORRY DEZYGOTE!:(..after running from 10 30 to 330,i think i overtrained.phew.and damn i love spike shoes.
then,headed down to jp,eat at kfc. DPT BNYK BENDE FREE!haha.wira rifdy me fad jar heidi sathia QQ das.haha cool huh.haha :)and after eating i found spikes for my spike shoe.yay!but didnt buy

!BOO!today im buying em.well,then gues wat, i reached hme, unpack,washed my face, head to bed.got to sleep a lil while.then someone msged,haishh,..im dissapointed in u hunney.i really am..Somethings just never change..
well thats about it!hehe!AND!yeah.i had these dreams of a girl,in a forest,searching for me.wen i was already dead by then.weird huh?

ok dah!hehe :)those pics were from, classes.:)enjoy ur day peepos!:)

2009-03-31T19:22:00.002+08:00

IMfucking tired man!
its been awhile since ive updated.wehe.k today woke up at 655.entah asl.tired giler uh.den gy skola,and dah.after skool,waited to go to leadership.last2,CANCELLED.BOOOO!!!SUCKISH!haha.k den main hoki.kekek uh.hahahaha.wif wira sumore.what happens when 2 clowns,play a sport they dont know how to play?result,a circus.hahahaha.k la,the coach kiri,MIyyda!haha,thought us a few basic moves.and tada.jadi pro!hahatkseh.haha.i gotta buy a new shoe nw.haiya.now,i just wanna put my mind at ease.relax haikal.relax.
"choose wisely",said jazielah.many pics are takken today,BUT!mls nk upload.tmr kae?and queensway tmr, :))))

2009-03-25T22:22:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps.today waas tiring,and stil, i dont wanna sleep.cos i nid to think of so many things sia.haish..STRESS!UGH!!!morning,went to pioneer,met her,blabla.she made for me breakfast.and tada.reces ate it.den after skool,i told her nt to stayback,she insisted on it.well,then went to ncc.after ncc,i had noo mood at all.SOME STUFSS HUH?!then she walked away.haishh.dnt get it.i just gotta say, my feelings seem to play around nowadays.haish.no pics tdy.nyte2.

2009-03-24T19:51:00.003+08:00

Love
That is all that is in my mind.today was freaky.yet tough,and i learnt my lesson.really.well,started off badly today.morning.then skool as usual.i kinda miss the trio man.RIfdy,Wira,Haikal.dats me.hehe.haiyya..ifonly, the three mascotek were united, in one class,hell will be unleashed with laughters.haha.okay..so ermm..afterskool,talked about it.
I almost left my Love,ALMOST!but no.i wont.even though i started it,u were there to hit me back up.im proud of you hunney.wel ok then off to imm,eat at ljs,alone,than followed by jaz n fad then zaki and zurah.ok talk2,jaz,if ure angry at me,im sorry tau :(it wasnt me seh.ZAKI UH!i nvr hit u ,ZAKI DID!haha.well,really sorry jaz.i havent got enough rest.i need to put my mind at ease.relax.and yes,DnT class is gna b sooooo DIFFERENT without fad.haishh..nvr tot of it..but really, lain sia.mcm,empty.oh well.thats all.byebye

2009-03-23T20:43:00.003+08:00

he woke me up

saturday

HAIKALL!!!and dats my mum,aru on comp.hehe so!ok!term just started.kinda sucks though.OK!lets start with thurs,then count down till today.
THURSDAY:
I went to hajars place with some other peeps,actually to record sandiwara.but then, tk tau aper jadi,went for a swim with fad heidi faiz and hajar ofcos.zaki left early.so yah.then alik.i think uh.

FRIDAY:
planned to catch a movie with zaki fad zurah az.just dat i miss her, and so,we met.off to far east.ate at an indonesian restaurant.Then chill at espanade.talk out somethings, and we are good to go.hehe

SATURDAY!:
she left for malaysia.and yes, morning at 6 +,she texted me,then, i replied,HALF DEAD.hahaha.then go back to sleep hehe.then woke up at 9 plus.went to track.congrats to erfi for buying ur SPIKYSPIKY shoe.haha.well.ok.jealous!haha.and alim, im sorry for teasing u and all.im sorry :(..after track,went to jp, wif erfi and ashik.met hajar, and her boi afiq.then da,lepak2,then went to grandma place.and tada.rest.hehe waited for her to comeback to singapore.she came back at 1?or so,ok done.

SUNDAY!:
got awake by this lil boy,a cousin.1 year or so.hehe, and he ran to the bed, and hit my cheeks,and lie down on my cheeks.hehe wet morning.haha.so then.dad fetch,went back home,changed,then,went to expo!ADIDAS SALE!!!HUAHUA!dont wanna talk bout it.GERAM OI!

TODAY!:
woke up late.then went to skool,hunney had to go home first,well,then go blablabla.
went to uncle house.HE bought 3 soccer boots,1 turf shoe,and a spike shoe.damn it.huh?damn it!!!UGH!
BINGIT!BINGT!!!da diam uh!SPIKE SHOE DIE

WEll,yes,ive changed .cant deny.stres k?my life is just confusing.

2009-03-18T21:08:00.003+08:00

Fad with the horny look.:D

Aches,yea on my arms.hehe.well,so many things happend this week.dont know why.ok,from the top.
YESterday,17 march,went to the gym, wif Ponyo.i wasnt feeling good that day.well, we talked out some stuffs.and yes,everythings ok.I just gotta say, we humans, just have the feeling of love.
OK then i went home before 6.CURFEW=BOOO
K then today!woke up at 11 or 10.then sleep back.i think uh.hehe.suro fad kejot, harap la tu.and after dat, chat wif BABY J.haha.then went out.and tada, met hafiz and din.hafiz was going to woodlands for flag day.well, no comment.esfan was going wif hafiz.then all said and done,headed to zakis place,took bus 51.DGR2 uat SANDIWARA tk der audacity.woo.haha,ok.played guitar, zaki though me,fad,hajar,din,faiz(si mabok),nad.heidi dudok tepi main laptop jer.permalas.then ordered canadian pizza.zaki ordered.i think uh.da mkn, go to the playground,go spin2 thing.yes,it was fun, BUT SICK!in the end, all went home wif sick faces, and really2 dizzy,but fun!hahaha.ok then took 143,drop down at my stop,they went j.e.and tada.home at last.and yes, cramps and aches all over my body.

2009-03-16T20:34:00.004+08:00

Fad thanks for dat edit.

Aki place

Isnt she preety?and and yeah, red mark there.she got shot

Just posing.:)she didnt drink

Asleep?neh..just tired.a nap?

Cool?i know.:))))

Oh hell yeah!
Sunday was fucking cool!seriously.from mid-afternoon, till monday morning.
haha, lets see.
ill give brief thingy.oh we all meet up 3 +?yeah should be.then head to the underpass,rain uh.I call it "newyork Detroit city".keke.Hajar, dont make fun of it!:D.i thought fad how to play the guitar, zaki too.played wif flames, soccer, loads more.FAd's face got busted by the ball.i donno hu shot it.and ow...merah dok..ok then,rain stopped and everything.then went to zaki's crib.condominium.damn iits my dream home.but ohkay.so we headed there.the bbq pit.huimin arrived.while we were at mac.tooo hungry.so came back.BBQ!SI MAHADI!:@!suro dtg kol 2, smpi kol 7.tkper.we understand .hastaimit.hahahaha

jkjk:).OK then,bbq2, DARE or DOUBLE DARE .no dirty stuffs.just fun and enjoyment..then ya too many things to discribe!!GOSH IT WAS FUNN!!!chill and eat and eat, smpi 11 34.and yes i stil remember this joke "HAH?BALIK GONCANG SUA!HATSTAIMIT KAT PSA SDAH!"hahah.smthg like dat.peeps kept laughing.heidi and syaz went home first.i really pittied heidi..haishh..ok b4 10 i think.me n hajjar, sang the song FIRST DATE BY BLINK 182!OMG!sedap la sia!MCM nyonya ngan apek remix kan lagu sia.hahahah.yeah, she dance like a BOLLYWOOOD MMMOVVIIIEE star!hahahaha!:D.Sunday,15 of march, was totally one of the best days for me.
me n fad left at 11 +.i alighted here at an open roadway, where there are many taxi's.she was scared.kinda uh.i gave her a real swit gdbye,:).just to kip her warm.and tada.i walk back to mac bustop.then, dad came, "VROOOMVROOM!!"haha.and he said "RIDE ON MA BOI!"hahaha.tkseh.he just asked me "maner kwn2 kau?nak ayah tompangkan?"and i said, "tompangkan naik moto eh?braper org nak naik?10 orang?"then he laughed.haha.so yeah.he drove at 200+km/h.my head almost fell off.phew.reached home in 5 mins.cool huh.no redlights.hehe.came home, late nite bath.and it was superb.msg2 fad.
tido!hehe.

TODAY!whole day at home, finshed hol assingnments.Internet ones not included.
so yeah.my breakfast was really cool.:))))).dont wanna talk bout it cos,its cool and disgusting.but yummy.hehe.
well, ive decided, im gna give u time, to think over all this shit we've been through.im so sick of fights.even when love was the key, u wudnt understand.

gym tmr!with toot.hahaha:)

2009-03-14T17:38:00.004+08:00

It hurts when i found out about the past.nevermind.things have passed, i can't change it.
oh well, today woke up at 6 45.i couldnt hear a thing, blood clot in my ear.had salad for breakfast.cos uncle force me to.then 8 30, went out to the gym.and wow.i worked out preety well today.felt the aches and everything.then, an incident.i was working out,and a teen , came up to me."eh, you haikal kan?"it was a girl.i said "uhm, yeah."she said she knew by my friendster.she asked to help her with her stomach.and i told her this "Look at my tummy.do i need help or do u need it?"she laugh!hahaha.yea, then work out wif her.then, i had tog o, to the track to sprint more.well i left in a hurry,you noe, when you have fun, time passes by fast.but then, i didn't catch her name.
but ohkay.fad and nad reached the stadium.my shoe tore into two.i threw it away.haha.well, after that went jamming.great songs played.eventhough had muscle aches around, i still could play e drums.hehe.long time nvr play.hehe.then,ain, atiqah(is that how it is spell?sorry:(.. ) and syaz planned to go "pepper o lunah?"haha !i seem to frget everything.that was at iMM uh,went to daiso oso.talk about sooo many stuffs.me, wan,syaz, ain,atiqah.jalan2, bbl2.den dah.i went home wif wan,and trust me, he is the guy girls are looking for!hahah!:)))).GUES WHAT!khairi bought FHM!!!FUCK!damn it.steam...hahah tkla.

well, a week without you will be different.
a life without u will kill.

Happy b'dae Aidil:)

BBQ TMR!:)

2009-03-13T20:04:00.002+08:00

Sup.
kinda tired and sad, thinking bout some stuffs.tdy,went to school, and she was late.it has been a few days ready, but its ok.i can wait till forever.then after skool, blablabla, sent her home,spend time b4 going off,went back to skool.DnT workshop.progress report was out.felt sad.then, i discovered something else,not sad or angry, "cemburu i guees?".oh well.whatever la.im so fucked up wif my academics result.ugh.gues what, my ear is bleeding like fuck right nw.i realised wen i was in e taxi gng to skool after sending her back.wow huh.
ahh damn it.after dnt, go home wif nad jaz wira.went to mac first.nad wanted to.so go la.nad lapar sngt, so share duit bli fries.

MY FUCKING EAR HURTS@!!

damn it la!

2009-03-12T20:53:00.002+08:00

Isnt it silly of how the world goes?
isnt it silly?
oh well, for me , its forgive n forget, hate all u want. i dont care.
ive apologised and i mean it.
so yeah.
i started it, ill end it.easy as that.and i do mean it wen i say sorry.
so yah.but that doesnt mean ill frget.

bye la

2009-03-12T19:25:00.004+08:00

WOW!it seems like the fatty kept on lying.gues what, one day,ppl are going to knoe hu u really are.a pig without a brain,eating shit everytime .oh ya, is she deaf?wow...well, there's a witness.SYAZREEN HEARD EVERYTHING U FUCK!and hawa n fyqa thing?i dont blame them.at all.saper nyer mulot tah BESAR sngt nk bilang2 org, nk tunjuk2 expression kat skola.BEGGING FOR PPL to pity u.i asked adli, he said "HAH!AKU PER!BAIK UH BELLA BAIK."well?wat can u say bout that?WHAT?!ur gna make a lie to cover up another?gd luck wif dat.we asked, "do u wanna apologise ?" u said no.that just shows ur afraid to admit ur own mistakes.get real uh.grow up u over grown pig .haha, calling my girl black pussy?and calling my black dick?well goodluck with ur child sooner or later.cos he is gna b black .kutuk lagy.kutok kutok.cepat.lagy bella.biler tempat blog, msn, u talk big.when we meet face to face?u call a group of ur friends to defend u?hahah COWARD BITCH!COWARD!BADAN BESA OTAK KECIK!HATI PON KECIK AH LU! haha gues wat?in front of fyqa hawa, u said she was afraid?why not u confront alone?kiter tgk la saper takot.ok babi?paham?ko bnyk nyer putih?nak panggil org itam?hah.u just offended alot of others bitch.and btw, she dont look for u la kay.me her and syaz.asl kiter boleh get along?hasril, ain tu sumer,kalau ader ngn kiter, mesti get along.ITS JUST YOU!YOU MOTHER FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT!DA TAK SUKER TK TAU NAK CKP!KENE HIDEHIDE.ahhh ...pathethic coward.nak step kaye?haha, go buy ur self some respect, then ill call u rich.

well u said were the worst couple?maybe in the future, ull just b worst.oh sorry, that is IF ure gna get one.cos, kau slalu kutok orang per?u think u are perfect?haha,no one is.especially piggies.wah...i talk negative behind her back?wow...great sucess there.i even told her i dont like her attitude.that wasnt talking bihind her back?even if i dislike her attitude, i told her.at least, i confront her, face to face, you?kat blog ni sumer, terror uh!kat skola, kat luar, fuh...kene ader kwn girl?get a fucking life.see?u just said ,"typical malays forgivness."u dont even stand up for ur own race?haha, now this is what i call the weakest link.we dont need you bella.seriously,we dont fucking need a person like u.calling me black?well, some of the other malay boys and girls haf the same skin colour tone.ur provoking us?

u just made the biggest mistake.
ur more stupid than i think.

easy?GUYS! SEE THIS!>>

HeyHaikal says:
wat is e problem now?
Bella says:
oh you talked about me in your blog boleh ah? i write back korang nak spam spam
?
HeyHaikal says:
well,so?
spam abeh aper?
spam abeh?
what?
Bella says:
whatever ah,liar? hah,ask zurah ah
HeyHaikal says:
haha, syaz heard it u fuck
Bella says:
fine,then maybe i said it wrongly ah. big deal? just because of that?
HeyHaikal says:
AWW!!!! SHE FUCKING ADMIT IT!WOAH.see?liar
trying to cover up up ur lies before
haha
Bella says:
aww really? like as if you never lied beofre
before*
HeyHaikal says:
wah..hu said i hadnt?well, it is all true now?huh?well ok
shut up bye

well, see?she lied.u see?and now, she is trying to cover up her lies.haishh..grow up now..

2009-03-11T21:38:00.003+08:00

hey peeps.not feeling good tdy.so yeah, just came back frm ncc speech day rehearsal.yesterday was real cool for me.really,first, a coward cried,then blablabla.
Look bitch, kalau nak bahase kan dalam blog tu pon, be straight la.seriously, u got many friends?haha.so what?u just use em, and throw.but seriously,i think, wif ur beloved friends u cant survive all this, then might as well u go dig ur self a graveyard.oh ya, dlm msn, brani bobual besar.bile kat luar jumper, nangis, suro ORG YG LEBIH TUE settle kan.asl?takot?awww. dont b.im not gna eat u.i wish i could but neh, i wudnt wanna eat a pig.so fuck you.kay?and yeah, hajjar heidi nad jaz wira alim and all u ppl in that clique really rocks uh.seriously.
well for that coward,gd luck in ur life.berani bbl blakang, tak berani bbl kat dpn.gy mati la babi.harapkan badan jer besar.otak kecik, hati pon kecik.ni uh bdk bnyk makan babi.

eh guess what?tdy, was awwful.caught a flirting devil.asshole.you spoiled my fucking day u fuck.
i can't get it out of my mind.yesterday.canteen.really uh.i dont know u la eh.it doesnt make a diff if u are alive or dead.no one bothersso fuck it.

jaz thnks for advising me.hehe.so ok.
nyte.

2009-03-09T18:05:00.004+08:00

WOOO!!
hehe.hey peeps.its been such a long time since ive updated.
Lets start with friday.I can say that there was a change of plan on that day.After skool,i planned to go to the gym.BUT!hunney changed my mind, and we headed to somewhere.:)reached home at 7 +?yeah.had a late night on dat particular day.
SATURDAY!the same thing, i had to woke up at 6 45.went to the track to run.IT WAS SUCH A GREAT RUN!yea had muscle aches after that.at 12 like dat i left the stadium.off to hunney's.den went to mac.Mc spicy.mmmm..hehehe.then off to plaza sing.met up with suhaila.AND! HEIDI AND HAJJAR IKOT UH!hahaha.due badot.and so yeah.go there.then watch the youngsters dance.and yeah, they're cool.:)unlike some posers.hahahaha.then went to kfc.then got back at the venue, hunney hug and hug her old best mates:).as for me, i had to hug myself for once.haha.just kiddin :D.SUNDAY!i had my rest for a late MATRIX night.hehe.just went to grandmama house.:)talked to my uncle.he set me o a diet.which i cant do .no MC SPICY AND ALL THAT FRIES?!no way.they are my life!haha.so yeah.interesting weekend.and at night, watched matrix.heard my brother having nightmares talking like a silly girl?haha.dad , i dont wanna discribe how u slept.really.u were liek running on bed/?hahah.joking ok!hahah.i dont haf much pics.
and today!,went to skool and home.hehe.hunney talked about her probs and u knoe what?it seems like someone is trying to b perfect,well guess what,you're not.FUCK U FATTY.
wait, i missed out smthng.just now, i called heidi to ask for hmwks.but in the ,we started talking about horses and stufs.hahahaha
kude!hahaha

ok update soon!

2009-03-05T19:27:00.003+08:00

Fucked up.Thats a way there.im all moody just because of all these things.Sorry won't cure a single thing.im not being harsh but facts are facts.Went to school at around 650?reached at 7 30.den tralalala.recess, something really broke my heart in to lil pieces.really.i dont wanna talk about the fucking thing.cause everytime i look forward to something, the plan will just be spoiled.FUCK.then after skool rushed to lakeside,top-up met heidi ,hajjar, faiz.go back skool .
dissapointingly, i met her,but SHE wasn't her.if u noe what i mean.im just all fucked up!OKAY?!
yesterday and today,UGH!
after dat, i went to make I.C.Then did hmwk at the canteen with fad,devi,din,hafiz.later on when fad n devi go off,adi came.so,me,hafiz,din,adi.CHill from a place to another.bubble tea to mac.DIN PIMPIN TNGN SYL seh.wah,...majumaju.we had a lot of fun.but deep inside, im really hurt.THEN we saw smthng.haishh..it was dissapointing.
WEDS(4 march 2009) and THURS(5 march 2009)
DISSAPOINTING DAYS

first this than dat.im just tired.and my GASTRIC is back.
it fucking hurts!
okay,so tmr, i dont think im prepared for aniting.
im just speechless.

and hell yeah, you can just pretend.:@

2009-03-04T20:15:00.003+08:00

Had a bad.no mood at all.
first this morning, i gotta leave her for ncc trainfire.
next i rushed back to skool, hoping that we can go home together.
BUT, she had to go home, she left first.cos she got hoki training.
THEN!tmr her game in e morning, so cant go to skool with her.
AND!after dat we plan to haf a jog at e stadium,but she is gna b tired.
so i understand.i understand her fully.
but why cant the world understand me?
sad and dissapointed.
im being patient with her.cos that is all that i can do.

I just hope that one day, you will understand me.

2009-03-03T19:39:00.002+08:00

Laughter everywhere in the morning.It all started from hunney.yeah, we kept laughing because of stoopid stuffs.kwang2.and,blablabla school.then after dat, planned not to go for leadership, but yeah, i go uh!changed my mind.so go, then, many funy stuffs.mr.bean tingy and all.haha.and know what?im out of the band OUTCRY.Oh well.i can live with dat.DnT was weird, cause fad kept talking bout MAT SALLEH over and over again.layan ajer.fun jgk.haha.hmm..lets see, i have homewroks to do,things to revise.so yeah
update tmr then.byebye !:)

and hajjar,
MILF is the magic word.:)

2 day excersise

2009-03-01T18:39:00.005+08:00

Alims place

Smooth..

Damn!im tired man!legs are soo...whacked!I got news there is gonna b a sports heat this thurs?i dunno if its true.but ok,im ready.i think uh.SATURDAY!was awesome.i went out at 8.went to e stadium wif some gays n lesbians.ran on e track.my knee is healing!OHMYGOD!MY KNEE!!!:)hehe!after that to alims house.played a lil bit of music and then, i called my cousin, and he told me that there was gona b a BBQ.so i said "ok go."haha.then yeah,bbq bbq,RAIN.it was a heavy downpour.its all because of that little boys singing.then we headed to cousins house, eat again.then played ps3,sleep!
SUNDAY!which is today.woke up at 8.again.got prepared, and went for a 2.4 km run.tiring but i felt good.then watched my bro played soccer duering his training.den yeah.went to nenek house, got changed,chillax, then went HOMe!

im home:)
AND!2 days without hunney's company,and im missing her already.

i gotta social studies test tmr.
so i gota chin chow chow!:)

knee cap

2009-02-27T18:57:00.002+08:00

Booyaka!
hehe.3 days since i blogged.oh well.hunney just RE-constructed my blog,*Thank you hunney :)*i had no activities for the past few days.My knee cap is going loose . SOme say i "GONCANG".My adik say kaki bedek.
annoying.I knoe.today was ok.after skool then blablabla.hehe
tmr i dont tink i can run.ill try my best ok ?
and,i think my butts ccramped too.
weight modifiers tmr ok?
hehe

sleep early
byebye

Stricken

2009-02-24T19:08:00.002+08:00

Today was weird
hehe.after skool, i had other plans actually, but she asked me stay back, do math wif her den eat.den chill.had loads of laughter.quite plain uh today.
k la
im tired
bye

There's no beauty

2009-02-23T17:50:00.004+08:00

Hey peepssrees!
im currently watching smth.hehehe.ok, today was ok.UNTIL recess.Hunney went home!ugh!without telling me!and i was like one stupid dumb ting,searching for her.darn.went home after school.called her.and talk2.blablabla.dont wanna talk bout it.

after remedial, something happend.The CLIQUE talk to kerbau.she was at a disadvantage.and blablabla.still, things between em still ain't cool yet.gd luck guys. BTW!the two bottom pics are from yesterday, when i was on the phone with her.the top one was taken centuries ago:)

End of the week

2009-02-22T14:23:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.
its a sunday.and im bored like fuck.she is buzy with her game.as in computer game.tmr planning to go to the gym.she has hockey,and she wont let me fetch her.dunno why.dont wanna know.im tired.so watever it is, i gotta concentrate on my body nw.and yeah, one of my nightmare is coming true.its starting to show about her.haishh..after one, another problem appears.so fuck it.reallity.i cant change aniting.gtg nw.bye.

Loving you no matter what

2009-02-21T21:46:00.002+08:00

Heylo readers.im still sick ,but now,im at my grannys house.in the morning, i went to sprint n run and the track.im getting to slow..really..haishh...ive gained 5 kg.from around 12.9 seconds to 17.65 seconds...haishh..im so dissapointed..after running i went to meet hunney at hoki village.then went to jp wif nini,miyda , and hunney.i felt so weak.ate at banquet.NASI PADANG MAHAL NAK MAMPOS.
Then went to fairprice.hunney bought me wax!:)ilove you!:)))))then yea.went home.i mean nenek house.then yea.rest.i keep missing hunney.how i wished, i can live with her,hold her tight for the rest of my life.haishh..baby,I love you

sick

2009-02-20T19:35:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps!
today is friday, and im sick.It sucks i knoe.But yeah.hunney became my nurse.:)i got sick yesterday night,dunno why though.today's lesson was great.tmr i haf a day to run.i dunno if i can do it.im too tired,weak.but yeah, ill try.

I just wanna thank hunney for taking good care of me just now.
:)ily

Silly ends

2009-02-19T19:40:00.002+08:00

Hey there peeps.
im kinda in a bad mood bout some thing.Lets just say that some people only think of themeselves.ahhh..who gives a fuck.
anyway!
i forgot what happend on monday tues and wednesday.haha.i only know dat i wen to school and go home
AH!!MONDAY!my anni .so go celebrate some where.kekekeke
hmm..
today
settled something with someone, and yet, a person is still un happy.but hey, i dont give a fuck of what he thinks.If he isn't happy, might as well he just kiss my bouncy ass.
now im just trying to get my rest.
for several days, i've been having nightmares.
All about hunney.
haishh..
ohwell.
fucking tired.
bye.

-to that fuck piece of shit,if u really2 dont like me, u can kiss ma whole asshole
cos ur nothing but shit.

Valentino?

2009-02-15T16:35:00.003+08:00

Heyho!
yesterday was valentines~!
and yeah
a day out i gues?
hehe.met her at around 2 +?
den met din wif his friend,(i guess?)
then went to marina, had a double date at pizza hut
erm.. then we waited for mAr n tipah.
wait2, many YP,bnyk matrep and many couples of course.:)
too many couples
so yeah
and then mar n tipah arrived,we go esplaned,chill then we go bugis!
we walked and hunney kept laughing, just becos a tissue was stuck under tipah's shoe.
well new design i can say?
ok then we took a stroll at bugis,
and!at 9 30, send her home
blaablaablaa
met din mar n tipah at jp,chill awhile?
din send her home frst den meet me.
after dat i took the train at around 11 37?
reached j.e at 11 50
took e bus, ALONE with e driver
reached my stop, board down
and suddenly.
i heard a laughter.
MENGILAI
i walk as fast as a turtle
leg cramp wat!
it became louder.
i read all of my prayers
ran to the staircase.
i took e staircase from 1st floor till 8.
on the 5th floor i stopped.
something caught my eye.
a couple doing something!
hehehehehe!!!
soo cool
they ignore me summore
enjoying huh!
then i smiled at myself.kekeke
i kept staring at them though.i dunno why i cant stop.
then, reached my house,
suprisingly, everyone was asleep.
i dont haf e pics of yesteday wif me nw,its wif her.
so yeah.
A enjoyable day,a solemn night
...
i dont wanna talk about today
its..complicated
so bye.

Strength of the world

2009-02-13T19:16:00.004+08:00

HAlo there!
IM sooo tired
yeah busy week i can say huh?
ok,
tues i dunno wat happen
soooo forgetfull
weds,speech day rehearsal
thurs follow my bie to hoki game
and today!
follow hoki boys to their game.
im soo looking forward to tmr
i miss spending time wif u hunney.:(
oh well.
i just want my rest today
and get ready for tmr
hehehe
i love you hunney
:)

Booyaka!

2009-02-09T20:59:00.007+08:00

OK!
hello people!
lets start ok?
ok

SATURDAY!
i went jamming for 6 hours.
then i went home, got prepared for dinner at sakura and off
then
i ate 4 rounds
heheh
damn,my stomach became like a pregnant lady.
huahua
then

sunday!
went to sentosa with uncle!!!
anddd!!!!
terjumper bella sumer
cool or wat

celebrate shah n zurah bdae oi!
haha my luck
ok
then

today
spent time wif her

den dah la.hehehe
im tired.pottpott me to sleep.

Showing soon

2009-02-06T20:43:00.004+08:00

heylo there
this month is gonna be a lonely month la seh.She is so packed up with activities.ohwell.Its okay hunney.Valentines is coming and im saving, saving, saving.kekeke.loosing weight oh!
I was absent on weds,cos i was sick
thursday wasn't so great
and today,eventhough not much time was spent wif hunney,i still gotto accompany her somewhere?kekeke
hmm..lets see,shes busy,and im not?
What am i gonna do for the whole month on feb huh?
Birthday here and there..
shiaaaatz. but hey!!!!!
i saw a difference in her
and its coming alive.
so yeah
heeeeeee
Lets just hope that we survive the wave.
Though i haf some activities that we can do
its just up to her to decide.
guess what
time passes by so fast
i didnt even notice that i am getting thinner.
da tkle kene panggil BONBON lagy
neymind
ill gain my BONCET-NESS soon.
haha i guess.

and to katthleennnnnnnn,say welcome to singapore!
ill meet u up with my girl as soon as im free.:)

The Truth of your lie

2009-02-03T19:01:00.004+08:00

Terrible, thats a way to tell you how i feel.
I couldn't believe it
haishhh..

Well its started off kinda well this morning
and then
things kinda go shitty
here and there..
i just need 1 whole day of rest

Those memories just keep appearing in my mind
how i miss your love
how i miss the hazlina i know
haishhh..

As time ,passes by,
ill think of u forever in this life
The love, that u gave me
is lost and nowhere in our sight

I.M.Y

2009-02-02T16:35:00.004+08:00

Hey there.
today is the day.
That i had stomach aches in the morning!
shit man!
then i was off to school, but i still cant forget about THE problem i faced on friday
oh well.
i had to go councling(?).
talk to ms salina, chater chatter chit chit
She gave me advises, and bla bla bla
which made me sad.
i dunno.ALL of that was in the morning
and now, im still sad.
Ponyo has a tournament today, so i went home alone and guess what
i found a kitten sleeping in my slipper outside the house
damn its cute.i just kept quite, and entered.
As for now, im still moody and stuffs.
I just cant stop thinking.
oh well, i do miss spending time with hunney.
Guess ill haf to wait!
:(

Feelings that play around.
I understand you girl, my one and only.
Maybe your feelings run around,but they do come back
if we have the will and strength.
Believe me hunney, you can make it happen.

:(

2009?

2009-02-01T11:28:00.000+08:00

Heylo! The blog for 2009 i can say?That 2008 blog was shit.well,yeah,me n her, we are still together, and i hope we can last till forever.SO far, there are problems around me.
Sometimes, i dont get it.
but hey!
yesterday, was really fun!
me,ponyo,my band and my other friends went to a party,and we had to perform.
Audience was sooo DEAD.it aint lively at all.
BUT! ME n hunney(ponyo!) enjoyed it.
we had fun, solved our problems,and yeah
Romantic dok!
haha
a night i would treasure!:)

p.s: Ily